Watched HERO with my Mom on Wednesday.
It's not very popular, so I couldn't find a bloody movie poster on the net.

Anyway, it was quite alright,
except that I thought it was more of a detective tv show, rather than a movie.
Not bad anyway.
Got $1 off the ticket at GV cos my Mom had HSBC card. HAH.


Did packing and all today.
I can't help but admit that we're pathetic. Too disorganised.
Even after planning, after so much discussion,
it wasn't carried out quickly, it wasn't organised.

Think I suck at this kind of thing.
Point to note. IMPROVEMENT NEEDED.



I'm sorry, my fellow leaders & band members,
that I've caused unhappiness, directionlessness and wastage of time.

I will try harder.




偷偷放在心裏，不用關閉，不需要痊愈。


I feel so stressed now.
Like, what if I screw things up during the trip?! ZOMG.

Fuck the confidence issue.


This is so much hate. HATE HATE HATE.
Not the oh-so-thoughtful-I-will-think-of-everything type.






But still, responsibility above all.

Just some self encouragement.


加油！！！


Had lunch with Yibin, Mr. Tan and Mr. Kds on Monday.
It was quite amusing, listening to them talk about NS days,
their thoughts about future and all that.


Made me think of what I wanna do in the future.
Of course, starting the company with my BA is the thing I'm working towards to,
but how? Steps to take? Plans?


Oh man.


Anyway, it's nice to see friends getting together and discussing stuff like that.
It'd be really cool if like after 3 or 4 years,
I gather with my friends and we start asking each other bout our lives.

Super nice, heartwarming feeling.


Had the short performance cum briefing for the parents today.
Maybe due to the hot weather, I couldn't concentrate well.

And I was getting giddy like after 4 bars during morning practice.


I THINK I'M DYING. ZOMG.


Anyway, performance wasn't very good.
I don't know.. Like what Ting Ting said, low morale? I think so.


Add oil, my people.
If we try hard enough, we'll be good. Really.


4 DAYS TO TAIWAN TRIP!!!


Checked out the good old 2/5 blog just awhile ago,
and I guess this is the first time in a long long time
I made some effort to check out the stuff other than the posts and tagboard.

I found this part of a poem I put in when I did the blogskin.




"Love tricked the clock.
The clock cannot overcome love.

No matter the distance in miles, in years, love remains.
You once loved these people.
You always will."

-Katie Williams




It was from last year's literature paper.

"You once loved these people. You always will."

Do we really do that?
Doubt so.


Not the bunch of people who went through all the shit and fun together anymore.

Maybe cos we're just overwhelmed by responsibilities and commitments,
or maybe we just don't care anymore.


ONE WEEK TO TAIWAN TRIP!
Next Sunday, at this time, I'll be on the plane, to Taiwan, with the band!

Feel the love.


FUCKTARDS.


I choose to fufil my bloody responsibilities over every other shit.
If you can't do it, you're just incompetent.

Stop blaming other people for your incompetency,
for your laziness, for your irresponsibility.



LOSER LOSER LOSER LOSER LOSER !!!






绿草苍苍，白雾茫茫，有位佳人，在水一方。
绿草萋萋，白雾迷离，有位佳人，靠水而居。

我愿逆流而上，依偎在她身旁。
无奈前有险滩，道路又远又长。
我愿顺流而下，找寻她的方向。
却见依下仿佛，她在水的中央。

我愿逆流而上，与她轻言细语。
无奈前有险滩，道路曲折无已。
我愿顺流而下，找寻她的足迹。
却见仿佛依稀，她在水中伫立。



一定要听哦！超喜欢这首歌。
虽然汪东城不是原唱者，可是还是超感人的。
会让人想起终极一家的剧情，差点哭了！哈哈。


今天，到茂桥中学去了。他们的长笛小组超棒啊！
但是我们的王八蛋长笛小组队长连去都不去，根本就不管嘛。他妈的。
接着还跟他们一起玩 Fantasy Variations.
蛮难得耶。哈哈。如果有多点时间练，应该会比较好。好像再试啊。。
但是也算不错啦，至少 sight-reading skills 好像有点进步。哈哈！


汪东城~~~！



WHOOOOOOHOOOOO.
MY LOVE. :D


Got new shoes.




:D

Gave the bbq a miss. Sorry huh.
I know I'm being an arse by missing this kind of class thing. :/
But I really don't feel like going.



Here's what you can expect some of the
physics teachers in our school to say to their classes.

OH OH. Let's play, guess who's the teacher!

Teacher #1

All of you must cut your hair like mine. Including the girls! This is the latest fashion, and it's so totally cool. Please get your haircuts today, I will conduct a check tomorrow. For the guys, please make sure your slope has gradient 5.99311. Oh sorry, 5.99, physics always teach us to correct to 3 significant figures. Now, class, I know you all can't wait to get your haircut, but I must warn you, you must take note of the gradient. It must be very accurate.

I emphasize the fact that ALL OF YOU MUST CUT THIS HAIRSTYLE, for this is the way to doing well in physics.


Teacher #2

Very good. Now you all will suffer the same fate as my other class. The torture, the struggle, the pain I will put you through. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

But, as long as you succumb to me, I will be good to you, afterall, I want you all to write good stuff in the IP survey, and anyway, I'm the BEST physics teacher you can get, better that anyone else, therefore I can afford to be very HAO LIAN(proud shit in hokkien). Look at my tummy, I want all of you to take it as something to work towards to. I want to maintain a friendly relationship with the class so as not to get fired only after like a few months on the job, so I will buy you all butter cake to make you all happy, and you all must also eat it, to grow a tummy like mine.

This, IS the way to doing well in physics.



PAIN IN THE ARSE LAH.

-


Had dinner with Liying & Tianji today.
So nice to have section outing!
Though it wasn't like to some really cool place, but its still cool, cos we're so cool, so dinner was cool.

Okay, like what?
Whatever.

OBOE SECTION BOULDERS!!

WHOOO. Feel the love.



Okay, I'm doing myself a new skin soon.


Oh and did I mention, I finished 終極一家 already!
A bit drag, but it was nice. :D


-


WAHHHHHH.



BLOODY IRRITATING WHEN YOU CAN'T CONTACT PEOPLE.
AND IT'S NOT LIKE ONE PERSON.
IT'S LIKE EVERYBODY I TRY TO CONTACT.



DAMN IRRITATING!



ARGH.


终极一家 is taking so loooonnnngggg to load! Awh man.


Anyway, bro and dad are back from their Europe holiday.
Came back a few days earlier cos it got too cold.
Sounds super cool lah. I want to go too!

Nevermind.
TAIWAN TRIP IS NEARING!
I'm getting super excited, I tell you.
:D :D :D :D :D




Gay for life. HAHA. :D


Today's demo lesson was so hypocritic.
So pointless lah. As if normal lessons were like that,
and that we didn't just do TYS questions without even knowing the answers in the end.


Oh yeah? Oh yeah.

And looks like kimchi isn't really that popular eh? :/




Sian.

Sorry for losing my temper.
Perhaps due to some level of disappointment.



I'm finishing 终极一家 before the Taiwan trip, I tell you.
Then maybe when I go to Taiwan I'll have something to talk to the people there about.

“HEY! 我有看终极一家耶！”

“是吗？太棒了！那你喜欢飞轮海咯！”

“对对对！哈哈！真好。哈哈哈。”

“那你有特别喜欢谁吗？”

“没有啦，都很喜欢。哈哈！”



哇！超有话题的。太棒了。要多看偶像剧。:D


Need a new blogskin.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LIYING!

I LOVE YOU, MOUSEY!
祝你天天快乐，每天都是个好天！:D



Feel the love yo.
Not going to school tomorrow!


I hope my physics teacher fucks his way out of my life.
Because of him, I detest and dread every physics lesson.
I don't even like the subject anymore.

And I'm VERY SURE he's the very cause of it.
I don't remember feeling such hatred for the subject with Mr. Chng.


Bloody loser.

It's not that I didn't try to accept his way of teaching.
It's not that I closed all my doors right from the start.
But he's such a pain in the arse for any shit to be able to take.

Thanks lah.
Now I don't even feel like going to school cos of his f-ing lesson.
I rather spend my time practicing my oboe playing.


Think about it.
Which freaking day has the class been released
at 1pm sharp through the whole 3 weeks of lessons?
Bloody loserness. Loser like hell.


Cake? No thanks.
Don't want to end up with your kind of size.




Need new reeds.


Movie Blockbusters by West Winds.


Went with the horns and flutes.
Met up with Tianji they all there too.
As well as Youjing and gang, but they were on the other side of the glass.
Oh yeah, and Mr. Tan.


Feel the love.


TAIWAN TRIP IN 21 DAYS.

Dear ex-cos, please stop slacking.
Dear SLs, please be more serious.
Dear members, please co-operate and practice harder.
Dear Tianji, please grow some responsibility.


Feel the anxiousness.


在给我两分钟，让我把记忆结成冰。


I feel like I'm super irresponsible.


Yibin must have felt damn disappointed.
I'm sorry. Really sorry.


I think I've been neglecting Tianji,
thinking that he'll be able to handle stuff himself,
thus not checking so much on him,
and running off halfway during sectionals to settle other stuff.

I think I've been too impatient.
Like, always letting him off to learn his notes, delaying targets set,
because I know it'll be damn difficult if I had to correct it on the spot,
thus giving him more time, thinking he'll be able to do it himself,
causing him to have the mindset that he can just take forever,
and that these aims don't actually matter that much.

I think I've failed as a senior.
I've failed to teach him the correct basics.
I've failed to motivate him to keep himself in constant and proper practice.

I've failed to help him find some love for the oboe,
some meaning to put in the time and effort to improve his playing.


But Tianji,

I've only got some 3 months left in the band.
I can't keep playing the solos.
I can't keep telling you what to do.



I don't want the section to die.


Feel like such a weakling.



HELLO.



EE HAH!~ :D :D
I shall go and listen to every song carefully. :D

FEEEEEEL THE LOVE!!!


Dad and Bro's in Germany, going to France today.
And I'm in Singapore, studying about what happened there years back.
I like history lessons. :D

Wish I could go lahhhhhh. Like super fun can.
I shall go after O's man. Like really. :D


我很忙！


STOP COMPLAINING LAH.
YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE CAN.
AND IT'S NOT LIKE YOU'RE REALLY PUTTING IN THE EFFORT.

SUPER IRRITATING LAH.

Bitch like hell.
And you still can put on that smile in my face.
Loser. Loser. Loser.



Finished 12 episodes of The X-Family in the last 2 nights.
And 辰亦儒 isn't even out yet. Think it's the next episode. :D



Bloody hell.
Reading that shit was damn spoiler. Basket.



Bought kimchi for the Geog project.
Hopefully it'll be good. As in the project. (:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOUJING!



祝你以后都有好天, BRUDDA ! :D





26 DAYS TO TW TRIP!


I KNEW IT! GONG MO LI IS THE FAKE ONE!
I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT!


Met Clement to get the oboe today.
Thank you! :D


HAHAHA. 一脚踏三船！
公主小妹，终极一家，Nodame Cantabile.

I think I want to watch 美味关系 too. :D :D :D



TAIWAN TRIP IN 27 DAYS!!!


The field trip was fun.
I liked it! Although the whole thing just killed my legs lah.
Hurts damn a lot now. Pain pain pain!


But ah well, the planning people did a good job.
I think my team's not that bad after all.
In fact, I think my team rocks. :D
We were the first to complete the whole thing! Hurray.


Left early cos I had to go and meet Bibiana.
Went to a few music related places!
I got the book Yibin told Tianji and I to get.
Bibiana got to see a lot of violins.

AND WE'VE OUR FUTURE CAREER IN MIND ALREADY!

Wah, I'm feeling damn excited about it already. WHOO!
My mum agrees to it, and she's gonna help me too. Yeah man.
Rule The World Pte. Ltd.

HAHA.
It's gonna shock the world man. :D


FEEL LIKE DYING!!!!


Sent my oboe and a bass clar to Accent today.

OBOE'S GONNA BE AWAY FOR LIKE 1 WEEK.
AND THE LADY SAID THAT SHE CAN'T CONFIRM THE DATE OF COMPLETION.
WHICH MEANS IT MIGHT TAKE EVEN LONGER!


WALAU EHHHHHHHH.



Nevermind.
Answer my questions first.


Why is it that people with blood relations cannot get married and have kids?
And, why is it that cousins on the maternal side can get married, but not cousins on the paternal side?


FEEL THE LOVE MAN.

DON'T YOU GUYS THINK YOU OWE ME AN EXPLANATION?
THANK YOU LAH. SO MUCH FOR HAVING TRUST.

I seriously don't believe ya'll don't care at all.
Please don't disappoint me. Gosh.


And how much worse can things get?


I GOT MY SWAB STUCK IN MY OBOE,
IN ADDITION TO THE LEAKING KEY.
I THINK MY DEAR LIYING REALLY WANTS TO VISIT THE REPAIR MAN.

Bringing it to repair after school tomorrow.
Walau, damn sad lah.
Today's not a good day.
Must be because I've been wishing people with “祝你有个好天” too much.



It's been such a suckshit day. Enough for one day.